Let's Get Retarded

Time is a tricky thing. It's one thing in my life that is consistently inconsistent. Time has the ability to slow down. For weeks at a time, there will be empty boring lulls in my life. Times where I question if I'm even moving forward if not at all. But then there are days where time decides to sprint past you. Days where you feel out of breath from trying to keep up. There are days that are so unpredictable, that you can't help but be swept up in the powerful current of time.

Today was one of those days. I experienced the whole gamut of emotions. Even though I feel regret and sorrow at the end of this day, I can't help but feel alive. Life teaches you weird lessons during the weirdest times. I guess days where you do dumb things are still better than days where you do nothing.