Monday, November 23, 2009

A Breath of Fresh Air

This weekend was by far one of the most enjoyable ones I've had in a long time. Since I started school at CSUN, I've been having problems being myself. At CSUN, I had turned into an awkward depressed hermit for a while. I was very afraid that I was so used to being this person that I wouldn't remember how to be myself anymore. This fear was reinforced when I came back home during the weekends the same weird person I was in school.

Thank God for good friends. After spending the weekend surrounded by friends, I was finally myself again. I could feel the nervousness and self consciousness leave me. Thank you to all the friends that helped me find myself again. I'm confident now that no matter who I turn into, the real Stephen will always be waiting inside ready to be used like an emergency jet pack.

1 comment:

  1. I'm glad you realize that you let your true level of awesomeness lay dormant in you at times, as if you hold back. But you should let it erupt, because it is pretty explosive - I've witnessed this personally on multiple occassions. You should never hold back that geyser of awesome-jizz. You're hella funny man. No, scratch that - you're more than funny...you're orgasmically funny. You're jizztastic. Just remember to always be yourself. Aiight babe?

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